Hey!! I am new here, 25, married for 2 and a half years, and whining for a baby for almost 6 months now.
The month i got married, dec 2009, i remember my uncle(he is an OB/GYN) looking at me and saying he has a "feeling" that i have PCOS. I had gained a lot of weight then maybe thats why the cursed feeling i mused. Turns out he is right, damn it! Mild PCOS it seems. I started taking metformin and other drugs this year.. January onwards. And ofcourse right when i started taking meds my DH(31) starts getting these occassional business trips in alternate weeks. Stopped meds in May coz am never gonna get pregnant without sex at the right time and thanks to PCOS, i dont know when that is!
Hate hate hate temping, checking cm, or even thinking about it coz i keep thinking about the doomed BFNs during sex!! Thisz one area i hate to plan!! I am sure you can relate!
Started having a healthy diet and voila! May and june i got periods with exactly 29 days apart!!! But yea no BFPs.
Started checking CM this month and oh my dear LOrd! What all a girl got to do to get knocked up!! Hubby started shouting "Stop digging your hole!!" LOL sorry its Yuck but i was and am borderline desperate!
We had sex a few times, 6 to be exact.. See am just finishing my masters degree so had exams this month and i couldnt "DO" it much. And i kept getting stretchy cm, god knows when i ovulated. Assuming i did, wishful thinking cant hurt.
Today, july 15th, i am supposed to have my periods. I had a little cramping and tingly bbs yest and wtf thats supposed to mean i dont know. I read a gazillion posts about symptoms, no symptoms, bfp, bfn then bfp. Conclusion? Nothing much really about my fate, but sure about a zillion women desperately wanting, praying, crying to get a child ASAP!
I just wanna share.. I just wanna let you know that i am also there, whoever is reading this post.. We will get a baby bump soon, wish we could just peep into the future and know exactly when just so we could stop stop stopppppp thinking about this!!
Turns out life aint that easy is it :-(