Hi Keep.. Thanks for creating our new home, I can feel the love already
I'm sorry about your BFN but I was so glad to see you have a great plan in place, I really believe this is what you need. You've done the same thing for so long that your body clearly doesn't respond to it. The fact you're already feeling a difference in your ovaries tells me this is just the little kick they need. I also believe the mini IVF is a good route to go down, one of our girls on the IVF board is starting this journey too so she can have them tested before going ahead with a transfer.
SMS - I hope you're getting some time to unwind from the last cycle.. Take in some warm sun and rejuvenate yourself!
Liz - congrats on graduating to your ObGyn! Are you going to find out the gender?
Erin - so sorry about your job and it's really not fair that they didn't give a clear explanation as to why it was refused. Did they know you are pregnant? I know it shouldn't be the reason for not hiring you but my mind does wonder. Just think at you are too good for them, and I pray something better comes along really soon. As for your MIL, take what she says with a pinch of salt. That was a terrible thing for her to say. If you need some ideas on revenge.. Just watch 'Monster-in-Law' with Jennifer Lopez
AFM - I've not had a great 4 days and purposefully stayed off here until I felt a bit better. I really didn't want to come on here and moan because that's what it would have been.
To keep it short, I've had THE worst cramps that started on Sat night, lasted all day Sunday to the point I had to go to bed. I was so sure AF was about to burst her gates when I felt wet, but it wasn't her. Then last night I was cramping and had flu symptoms, my back and legs ached! I made a hot water bottle and went to bed at 8:30! So why was I so miserable, because this started on CD17.... How can I possibly be gearing up for another AF, if she comes in the next few days, it will be 3 bleeds within a five week period
We did so much BD'ing... All the way through my fertile period, or so I thought. EWCM finished on Friday, So I was guessing Thurs or Fri ovulation but how can that be if I'm now going through the motions of AF.. Or worse, I'm experiencing PMS. I had no cramping today until around 7pm tonight and it literally feels like AF is coming. So I'm in bed with a cuppa tea and a bar of chocolate.. Waiting to embrace the witch. Today is only CD20, I just have no clue what's going on... To top it off, DH is upset with me because I wouldn't take anything for it, I guess he doesn't like to see me in pain.