Trying to Conceive Forum

by **johnnyswifey** » Thu May 11, 2017 10:46 am

Thats how I feel Danaa!!! Like what theeeeeeee fuuuuuuuuck!!!! I'm so pissed and can't even find room for sadness. My baby was hanging on for dear life and my body just evacuated it like it was trash!! I'm so pissssssssed with my body right now!!!!

by **Danaa** » Thu May 11, 2017 10:51 am

johnnyswifey wrote:Thats how I feel Danaa!!! Like what theeeeeeee fuuuuuuuuck!!!! I'm so pissed and can't even find room for sadness. My baby was hanging on for dear life and my body just evacuated it like it was trash!! I'm so pissssssssed with my body right now!!!!

Im really,really sorry,I know exactly how you feel believe me!!!!!
God!!!
If you want to talk about what is next?!or what could be wrong pls let me know,im in a group with a bunch of Romanian girls who had all kind of problems and I could help in a way with tips and advices,different protocols,different doctor opinions...

by **Amouna87** » Thu May 11, 2017 11:03 am

Toni, I can't believe this. I am so so sorry, I don't have the words just we are all here for you

by **KeepTrying15** » Thu May 11, 2017 11:37 am

Oh Toni, I'm so sorry

Emma - we are still working on getting this set up, but as of now it's looking like it will be the middle of June when we'll be ready for transfer.

by **johnnyswifey** » Thu May 11, 2017 1:28 pm

Thanks ladies. I'm so numb right now. I dont know how to feel. I keep dosing off and then waking up thinking " Oh yea, I'm no longer pregnant" and then I feel a little worst on the inside. Ugh! I just want to crawl and hide from the whole world

by **Danaa** » Thu May 11, 2017 1:33 pm

Toni......I have no words to comfort you bcs I know nothing can help right now.
Did you make it to ur scan?I have to ask ....are you sure you misscariaged?

by **furbabymom** » Thu May 11, 2017 3:23 pm

I'm so sorry Toni.....I don't even know what else to say.

by **johnnyswifey** » Thu May 11, 2017 3:57 pm

Yes, I went to the ER and they scanned me and saw nothing there.
Thanks ladies! Love you lots!

by **Amouna87** » Fri May 12, 2017 1:58 am

So sorry

Toni do they know why this happened again??

by **Danaa** » Sat May 13, 2017 8:45 am

Toni thinking of you!!
I know there is nothing I could say to make you feel better but I want you to know I'm here if you need to talk!!

by **Amouna87** » Mon May 15, 2017 8:31 am

Dana, how are you doing?

Toni, thinking of you, hope you get some answers from your dr soon

by **Danaa** » Mon May 15, 2017 8:38 am

Im doing ok Emma,how are you?

by **KeepTrying15** » Fri May 19, 2017 12:25 pm

Hi ladies, hope everyone is doing well.

Toni - how are you? I hope you can get some answers on why this keeps happening. Don't give up girl!!

Dana - thinking of you as always.

Emma, Lauren, Anna - hope you all are doing well!

Things are moving slowly here and we had a little bump in the road. I had a mammogram done the first part of May and it came back with a super small spot of microcalcifications, which is a common finding and is 80-90% of the time nothing but 10-20% can indicate a precancerous condition. So, I've had to go back a couple of times for more scans, and yesterday I had an MRI and biopsy done to make sure it's nothing. The radiologist said I could either do the biopsy and be done with it or wait 6 months and do another scan to see if anything changes. The MRI was fine and we'll find out the results of the biopsy on Monday. It's not delaying anything as far as the IVF, we are still moving forward unless there's a reason not to. We have an appointment next Wednesday to do all our labs that need repeating, a mock transfer, dh will do an updated SA and I believe we'll do the endo scratch then too. We'll also sign our consent forms and finalize the treatment plan, which I still want to talk to him about the natural cycle transfer. So far we are still on for June, so as soon as af starts in a little less than 2 weeks we'll be ready to go.

by **Amouna87** » Fri May 19, 2017 1:32 pm

Ahh keep how scary

I hope all is well and the biopsy shows that all is fine. Keep us updated! As for transfer i'm glad it's not delaying that and sounds like next wednesday's appointment will keep you both busy for the day! When abouts in June do you think they'll do the transfer? Only a few more weeks, are you starting to get excited now?

Hope everyone is well

by **Danaa** » Fri May 19, 2017 1:52 pm

Shannon I hope the results show is nothing,I can imagine how scary it must be for you!!
Im praying everything shows up normal and you can proceed as planned with ur transfer!!!
Emma how are you ?
Toni thinking of you.....hugs!!
Eoe I hope ur doing alright!!!
AFM I saw my doctor Wednesday,I wasn't ready to see him but I thought I had genital warts

) and I booked an apoiment as soon as possible,Im all good no warts just a skin tag,im going back after 3 cycles to see if i recovered and if and how we can start preparations for a new transfer.I still don't know how I feel about that,im trying to get back to healthy eating and lose the baby weight and help my hormones but I'm struggling a bit.