by whoz » Mon Aug 07, 2017 5:48 pm
Hello Andi,
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Infertility is incredibly hardbreaking and a head-f*@k too. It's basically torture and with so many emotions whirring around all the time. They say that it's on par if not worse than having cancer, in terms of the emotional upheaval.
I am around 20 months ttc now with one loss. It's maddening, sad, depressing, confusing, hopeful only to be disappointed, etc. It's so hard.
Me: 31
DH: 29
DS born July 2015
TTC #2 since January 2016
BFP Sept 2016 after weaning DS
MMC at 12 weeks - Nov 2016 (baby passed away at 6 weeks)
Fertility testing March 2017. Unexplained secondary infertility.
Trying naturally (with an arsenal of natural treatments) Dec 2016 - April 2017 - BFNs
3 rounds of clomid (50mg, 100mg, 150mg) all BFNs - May - June 2017
Laproscopy (Sept 2017) - Endo confirmed and removed
Fertility treatment October - December 2017
Surprise BFP! - January 2018
EDD - September 12, 2018
