Feeling Nervous - - - Heartbroken

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Feeling Nervous - - - Heartbroken

Postby SusanMc23 » Thu Jan 25, 2018 6:31 am

My husband and I have been ttc for 10 cycles now. I am 40 and he is 42. This is our last round of "natural" trying. If we don't conceive, then we are moving forward with the fertility clinic. I have already had my bloodwork done and had 2 pelvic ultrasounds. Oh! And my husband has a 10 year old from his first marriage. I have never been pregnant before. This is my 13DPO (I think!) and I am not having any real "symptoms". The previous months I have been a symptom stalker - checking every website I can find to see if I might be pregnant. And every month has ended in tears when AF came. I am not a pregnancy test taker. I like to try to wait until my period comes because I am scared of the BFN coming if I test too early. My app says that I am due to have AF come tomorrow so I am planning on taking the test Saturday morning with the first pee. I already have the box open and the test (in the package) just waiting for me. If AF comes, I will put the test back under the sink for the next round of trying. However, these last few days of waiting are KILLING me! I don't normally have any symptoms before AF - no sore breasts or back pain or anything so I am hoping no signs is a good thing for the BFP. I am praying to St. Gerard and trying not to stress but it is all I can think about! Every single time I go to the bathroom I am looking for spotting and I am checking CM! Sorry if it is TMI but this month feels a little drier than most. I read this could mean that I am getting AF but it could also mean that the mucus plug is pulling in CM. Anyways, I read these boards all of the time and I don't know who else to talk to, so I thought I would try here and just ask for prayers and then read other people's stories and say prayers for them too! Thank you TWW community in advance!

:( Just went to the bathroom and saw the bright red spotting that I have been seeing before AF the last few months. Heartbroken....
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Re: Feeling Nervous - - - Heartbroken

Postby Danaa » Thu Jan 25, 2018 10:48 am

I’m really sorry......I hope you get the bfp really soon.
My Ovulation Chart
Me 29
DH 31
After 3 years in which we tried everything we are doing IVF in Greece with Iakentro Athens.
Short Protocol with Bemfola and Cetrotide
19mature eggs and we have 9 day5 blasto.
FET#1 ended in a very early loss,chemical pregnancy.
FET#2 ended in a loss at 22w due to IC,my boys will be forever in my heart .
FET#3 MMC at the 10 weeks ultrasound.
FET#4 2018
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