Early Pregnancy Symptoms and Big Fat Positives
I had lost hope before seeing that BFP PCOS 2nd amenorrhea, no period
I dont know where to start. Briefly about my condition 2 years of TTC-ing 5 failed round of clomid and metformin. The weirdest part about my story is that i had my period when i was 17. Since then I got my period only 4 times naturally up until 24. I have been trying since 22 but did nothing didn;t even see a doctor because i was afraid till death that doctors would tell me i can never get pregnant. The hardest part is i didnt want my husband to think that There was something wrong with me. So I didnt tell him that I might have fertility issues. I went to an obgyn alone around november of 2014 and he diagnosed me with PCOS and 2ndary amenorrhea, easily prescribed 100 mg of Clomid for 4 months. I was so happy when I started that pill, the mood swing I have experienced was terrible even though not a hint of hot flashes. So frustrating that my partner cannot know what I have been through. But I managed to hide everything from him anyway. So starting clomid from December it didn't seem like to be working. I took clomid on December 100 mg, January 100, March 150 April 150, May150. Nothing happened. The sixth month was the last month. I almost gave up. Plus my hubby went out of town for work. Mid June I got a call from husband stating he would arrive early July. I didnt know if I should take clomid. I was so frustrated from all the hopes and negative HPTests . Anyway around 29th of June I bravely decided to take clomid 200mg-s without doctor's supervision. I had the 10 pills left from the last clomid cycle. I took 4 the 29th 4 the 30th but couldn't continue to take because I wasn't thinking it would work plus i did not have a prescription. I wasnt hoping for anything. Around 15th of July I took a pregnancy test which came out BFN. I was not surprised at all as long as that was what i have been expecting. 29th of July was our anniversary. I went to pharmacy bought 2 cheapie tests. came home forgot about the test and in the afternoon saw the test was laying on the counter decided to pee in a cup didnt even look close to that when I leave the restroom I found 2 beautiful strong lines staring back at me. I was shaking and crying called my sister. She was over the moon too. I couldnt wait to tell my husband that was the longest 5 hours of my life. hehe. When I told him he was so happy almost cried. Now I am 18 weeks As calculated the baby must have been concieved 9, 10th of July.
I know how it feels like when everyone around you is getting pregnant and you can't. Especially when u want it so bad. But believe in miracles it would come. I never thought I could conceive naturally without IUI or IVF. Pray to god, I think that helped me too.
I hope all of you will be sharing your success stories with us.