I think my heart is too big for one being. I want
to change so many things and help so many. I often
overload myself.
I have a terrible memory which generally makes me
look like an asshole. But, it's a part of me.
I enjoy simpler things and often feel like I was
born way too late. However, I also equally enjoy
today's technological advances.
I'm anal about spelling.
I enjoy learning about other cultures, ancient and
secluded. I dream of being an anthropologist. I am
very much a dork.
I hate diamonds.
We have two kids. Dia was born 10 months after we
got married. We started TTC right after we got
engaged. The pregnancy was relatively
uncomplicated. Placenta previa, gestational
diabetes. I was induced Feb 14. Slept throughout
most of my labor.
We got pregnant again in 2005, but we lost it. It
would have been born around my birthday.
Fast forward to August 2006, we found out we were
pregnant again. Only to miscarry 10 weeks later.
Three months after we got pregnant with our son.
At 12 weeks, I started bleeding. I went to the
hospital several times in 3 weeks. They ran a
blood test and found out I had protein S
deficiency. I bled for two months. For most of my
pregnancy, I was under the care of a horrid
clinic. I apparently had elevated blood pressures
throughout my pregnancy and they never told me
even after I asked. I developed GD again. and was
induced.. The labor experience was horrible! I
suggest in anyone TTC to watch the movie: The
Business of Being Born.
We started TTC again in Dec 2008.
We've been trying ever since, minus a few minor
breaks..
So I got a BFP on April 20...only to
begin losing it on the 28th. Sleep sweetly, Noel.
You're forever missed.
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i think i might just buy 2 hpt just to see, cause i cant bare to wait for another week.... lol.. im trying im almost there, but its so hard, and i dont want that nasty witch to show her face anytime soon... 
lol.well im gonna get off here and TRY to find something to do on this nice friday night... 
