12/29/2008 03:05:58

Ciao! Come stai?

12/25/2008 14:24:29

Thank you so much for your message.   I'm sorry to hear about your M/C (read your blog)...I'm still waiting for my  also,but hasn't arrived either.  I hope you'll at least be feeling physically better soon. 

12/24/2008 09:27:32

12/22/2008 11:26:57

Hey HONEY! Thanks for the comment on my page! It is always so refreshing to have someone happy for me! Although everyone hear has been! YES, I am OVER THE MOON!!!! I am anticipating her arrival as if I am giving birth myself! I can't describe the amount of complete and total AWE that I am in, I am already madly in love with her! Just the thought of her brings a smile to my face and tears to my eyes! I have SOOOO much to do, and the only thing that scares me is getting it all done in such a short time! I have a baby shower coming up! I can't believe it! I remember going to soooooo many showers and thinking that mine would never come! It is like a passage into motherhood! Praise God he is too good to me! He will give you your miracle too! I truly believe that! I am praying for you!!! Babydust with SUPER STICKY VIBES~April

12/01/2008 22:38:39

Hey sweets, just got your comment on my page. It makes my heart smile that something I wrote could help to right the pain you are enduring. Try not to be too hard on yourself. Healing doesn't happen over night. The most torturous part is the grief. I found that many times I suppressed the pain just to try to make it through. I was scared to actually feel it, to let it all bubble to the surface so that I could sort through  my sorted feelings. However, once I unleashed it, the pain flooded over me, and I really thought that I couldn't do it. Yet after a week of just letting myself feel the hurt, and telling myself that I had the right to cry, I felt so much better. Don't let anyone tell you that you shouldn't hurt. The fact that your heart is broken only reinforces the depth of a mother's heart. You will overcome this, you will wake up one day and be able to find yourself again. Part of my difficulty of letting go of my losses is because I felt like I was the only one keeping my babies' memories alive. I thought that if I moved on with my life it was symbolizing that their's meant nothing. I read lots of books, and did alot of meditation with God. It was a rough time but once I started letting go, I began to feel less riddled with guilt. I now realize that my mcs were a part of my life, not the definition of my life. I miss them everyday, but I can smile when I think about them up there watching out for me. Here is a little something that helps me, perhaps it will help you. I think that they will send me the angel that can walk this earth with me, since they were chosen to fly with Jesus. God revealed to me that nearly anyone can have a baby but he chooses just a select few to carry his angels. That gave me strength to go on. Our angels are on their way, I feel it strongly. Hold on to that belief and it will get you farther than you imagined! Love ya girl~April

12/01/2008 21:35:03

Hi, I just  want to give you a Hug. I'm so sorry your going through this, I just lost my Daughter in October i was 21 weeks and I lost my son in September of 07 I was 15 weeks. I felt alone at times, I didn't even want to talk to DH about it only because I know he was hurting as well. it came to a point when we both just sat down to talk, it does take some time for us to let all of our feelings out. if you ever want to talk I'm here. Please keep positive and never give up. Hugs

12/01/2008 20:40:34

Hi, I read your blog just now and i just want to encourage you and tell you to never give up. I know how it is to loose a baby. I lost my son at 24 weeks in May and then I had a miscarriage in early september. I know it hurts and the only people who can really feel how you feel are those who have gone through it. I think that talking to a therapist would be a good idea because it will help you to release your frustration and sadness.

11/30/2008 14:48:28

I forgot to add. I was on Provera to enduce my cycle. I have one Naturally every 4-6 months.

11/30/2008 14:17:23

I hope you get your BFP soon. I left you a comment on your blog.

11/28/2008 06:18:20

11/27/2008 10:42:49

I'll be in Kearny today!!!  Happy Thanksgiving!!!!

11/26/2008 22:45:12

Stopping by to wish you a happy thanksgiving! Wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts! Thanks for the comment on my page, and I am always here if you need me! Lots of love and baby dust with sticky vibes!~April