On may 20th, 2008 while on a layover at Utah
Airport, i went into premature labor at 24 weeks
and had my son Nehemiah Jahvelle weighing 1 pound
8 ounces and 13 1/2 inches long. He was born and
shortly there after died within the minue, 2:00pm.
We will miss him soo much. My original due date
was Sept. 10th, 2008. We miss you sweetheart and
mommy and daddy loves you sooooooo much!!!!
Holding you in my arms was so amazing, i will
NEVER forget that moment and seeing your beautiful
face : )
We lost our twins in January. After you think that
this year would be different things change. I went
into preterm labor and after an unsuccessful
emergency cerclage my water broke on January 14,
2009. I delivered Twin A, Amariah Laura, at 1:25am
and she lived for 2 hours. We miss you sweet
heart. Thinking that since the girls were in
different sacks they could save Twin B but after
staying in the hospital for two more weeks and
doing the cerclage surgery thinking it was
successful and would cause me to not deliver early
sadly on January 27, 2009 I went into labor and my
water broke while in the hospital I delivered our
baby girl Miracle Grace at 10:08am and she lived
for two hours also like her sister Amariah. After
loosing 3 children I can't explain how hard it has
been and I wish this upon no one, not even my
worst enemy. I miss my babies and I don't know
what I am going to do now. Can I ever carry full
term...Im sad that they are gone...I had so many
dreams and hopes for them and now that has ALL
been shattered.
9/09/09-HPT
9/11/09-Doctor Confirmed
10/12/09-8 weeks 3 days Appointment HB-169
Perfect!
10/29/09-High Rish Apointment (plan surgery)
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