Title: How i've been feeling
Category: content
Blog Entry: Even though this week is the most important of my cycle, I really feel relaxed this cycle...after experiencing my last cycle which lasted more than 60 days I am trying to take this whole ttc thing with a grain of salt. I am still young and have pleantly of time to have kids and after trying for over a year I am starting to come to peace with the fact that I will be a mother some day, it just might not be on my own schedule and exactly how I thought. If this cycle proves to be the big one I will be estatic, however, I feel more comfortable with myself, my body and my hubby not holding it to such high of expectations. I have made it this far, each month that has passed has not been the end of anything, and I have become strong and supportive of myself enough to know that having this baby will be the most amazing thing, but if it does not happen this month, we are not failures, we still have many other fullfilling things in our lives, and one day we will be parents, and it will be as wonderful as it woulf be to happen now, then. Patience really is a virtue...my mother was right. That is perhaps the one thing I look forward to the most about being a mother, is being able to pass on so much to someone else, a piece of me, my mother, grandmother and so on. And being there to one day hear my own child tell me i was right and realizing and knowing I have changed and influanced the world, if even for just a moment.
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