Title: Thought I'd try this
Category: tired
Blog Entry: Had a hard time getting pregnant with my son. Had 3 miscarriages, and 7 years of trying before I finally conceived and gave birth to him 2 months before my 30th birthday. Closing in on 31 (in a month... ugh) and TTC #2. Been at it for only 4 months, and have peed on so many sticks, I can keep a factory going all by my lonesome. I try to stay positive (hey, if I don't have another one, then it's okay - be happy with what I have), but I really want my son to have a sibling. I come from a big family, and wanted my son to have the same.
So here goes... it's now 9 DPO, I couldn't wait and did a test 7 DPO, and big surprise it was BFN. I did think at first it was positive (because, isn't that the thing we all want to see), but later it looked more like an evap line. I'm itching to do another test, but don't have any handy - and can't bring myself to go to a store and buy one. Well, TBH I never buy just one... I buy like 4 and pee on them all within two days, because I just can't resist peeing on a stick. There's something seriously wrong with me.
I feel icky, but I really think it's psychological. For the past few days (about 5 or so), I've been having frequent headaches, bloated and nauseas. I broke out in spots yesterday too, which makes me think I'm more likely having PMS syptoms than pregnancy symptoms. Been feeling a dull ache in my left side, going into my leg - which is also an impending AF symptom.
But then... there's always that hope - isnt there?
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