Title: TTC Stuff (sorry so long)
Category: content
Blog Entry: There are just some things that I need to get down in the blog. Just current TTC "stuff" that has been going on with us! * My DR appointment is Thursday morning... I am crazy excited! * My aunt just had a baby, I have a beautiful new baby cousin. We went and visited last weekend just to make her dinner and help her with stuff. Her and my uncle live in different towns an hour and a half away right now until she can move with him. He took a job and she couldn't leave yet because of her doctor so ANYWAY...of course while we are there the conversation turns to me and Andy and the fact that we aren't pregnant blah, blah, blah...she suddenly gets out of her seat and says "oh, I almost forgot" She brings me back a magazine cut-out of this precious baby girl! She has an adorable smile and curly black hair! At this point I am clueless. She starts to tell me about how with their first child, it took them over a year to conceive. Well, one day one of the ladies she works with taped this cut out to her desk. Very random. The next month my aunt and uncle announced that they were expecting their first child! She gave the picture to her boss, not thinking anything of it, and her boss instantly got pregnant!!! That was why she gave it to me. I of course joked that I would jinx it. I know it might be just a silly little thing but I have her taped to our refrigerator and I swear that kid is always watching me! Not in a creepy way, she just makes me smile...I named her Ella So she said that if it worked, I needed to pass it along to someone. SO if Ella works her magic, I really would like to send it to one of you. I know none of us really know each other and sending someone your mailing address may seem scary but if you wanted I could give you mine too, just so you know when you get it that it is from me! * Okay, last one, thank you for those that are still with me. This is really hard for me to publicly post but I really feel like this is a place I can get some real support! I've been thinking a lot lately about why we aren't PG yet and I am scared about what I've come up with. About two years ago, I got an abnormal pap. The nurse told me they found chlamydia. I was so torn because I was kind of a "goody-two shoes" then. I had only been with one other person before my fiance (at the time) He had been tested just before we met (I saw the test results) and everything was negative (weird) Well, he was tested again and we were both treated. I was very confused about why he was negative but was told it is common for a man to be negative when it is positive. My concern is, since we don't know when he got it, it could have done damage. I know it was from him because it had been years since i had been with my first! So, now I'm kinda scared. Everything is fine now but what if the damage has been done?? If you have any insight on this, I'd appreciate it! Even if you would rather message me instead of comment in front of everyone else, I understand! Wow, a long one. If you finished it all, I appreciate it! Good luck to you all and I love each and every one of you!!
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