Well, I have always wanted to be a mom, as most of you on here have. But I think a big reason that I really want to be a mom is because I lost my wonderful mother when I was 4 to a stroke. I feel like I lost that family feeling when she died and I would love to have my own family someday, just to be a family. I married my husband in March of 2007 after dating for 2 1/2 years. We have not been preventing anything from happening since then and I have definately been hoping every month. However unevitably, AF comes. I'm not sure why I'm even upset anymore, I know it is coming. Well of course I know why I'm upset. Anyways, I started tracking this month. I just write my what cycle day I'm on and I used OPK's and preseed for the first time as well. Some of you may say, well this is your first month to really try so you may not be infertile after all. Well I hope that is true, but in 2003 or 04, I had my right fallopian tube and ovary removed due to a bacterial infection. So, I'm worried because I only have one ovary and might have a blocked fallopian (and I only have one) And all of my friends have babies. I know this doesn't mean that I have to have one, but it would be nice to be a mom with them. Well, there's a lot more, but maybe I'll write a blog later.