For Motherhood: O good Saint Gerard, powerful intercessor before God and Wonderworker of our day, I call upon thee and seek thy aid. Thou who on earth didst always fulfill God’s designs, help me to do the holy Will of God. Beseech the Master of Life, from Whom all paternity proceedeth, to render me fruitful in offspring, that I may raise up children to God in this life and heirs to the Kingdom of His Glory in the world to come. Amen.

I´m 32 and my hubby is 40 We have been married for 10 years and he is my soulmate, we wanted a child since the day we met and TTC is kind of taking over our life we had IVF twice and the last time I got a BFP but started bleeding heavly from week 6 somehow our baby made it till week 12 but then bled again and M/C. We will not give up trying, currently we are trying au Natural until next cycle when I will take clomid and if that doesn´t work we are taking our frozen embrios out for a FET. I am determined and I want to be pregnant before the end of the year! I am going to complete my family once and for all and reclaim my life back. Currently ttc No.1 1st IVF: BFN 2nd IVF: BFP but M/C @ 12wks (4 frosties waiting)Starting Clomid 50mg for 3 cycles.(last Clomid cycle May 2008. FET due in a couple of weeks.