Spending time with DH and "Baby O"

walking, reading, hanging out with friends and family

You name it--R & B to alternative

Hello all! I'm new to this but I have spent so much time on this website, I feel as though I should participate! I am 37 and TTC#2. God has blessed me with a wonderful little girl, but I just want 1 more!! After the birth of my daughter, we began to try again early this year and I had 2 miscarriages (pretty much back to back)..the first at 5 weeks and the second was a missed miscarriage. I found out at 11 weeks but it actually happened at 7 weeks. Completely devastated. As you can see by my age "the clock is ticking", don't 'cha LOVE that term?? almost better than "advanced maternal age". What is worse is that last month I got a false positive (evap line probably) and was so excited but started 3 days later. Anyway, thought I would join the group and see if anyone out there is in simular situation and has advice or words of support. Kinda going thru a depression right now and no one seems to understand why I just can't be grateful for what I have. I am eternally grateful, but just can't seem to get past those miscarriages.