Title: I didn't take the HPT
Category: tired
Blog Entry: I think I may be getting addicted to this site already. Finally, a place where people understand how I feel. So thanks to everyone for the support!
Anyway, I didn't take an HPT today... I'm so proud of myself! I think I'll do one tomorrow, 11 DPO, because the suspense is killing me now.
Took a long nap with my son this afternoon. I tried anyway, it was extremely hot and we have people working around the house. Sasha, my border collie, kept barking at the workers. She irritated me no end... I finally managed to fall asleep and had the strangest dream. I dreamt about a new kind of HPT, with a digital thingie you stick in the PC and it gives you your HCG count. Mine came out 145 - oooh, I was so excited and then I woke up and found out it was just a dream. Talk about being pissed off! lol But think about it, wouldn't such an HPT be just wonderful? Someone should try to invent one... I'd pay for it.
Fell asleep again around 8 pm and slept for a good two hours before waking up - thirsty again... that horrible thirst water can't take away. I had some coke (a no-no I know, but this heat is killing me already), which helped some. It's just gone past midnight, and I'm tired again. I don't usually sleep this much.
I'm in some sort of denial place mentally... I have two voices screaming at me "You're pregnant!" and "No you're not, you idiot." The no one is a little louder than the yes one.
After this cycle, I have to go back to the doctor to discuss our options. I am ovulating, so not exactly sure what he wants to do... so very impatiently waiting for AF to show up, so I can go have a chat with the doc to see what he has in mind.
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