Yes, I know what you mean about knowing it will happen but worrying you'll lose your optimism at some point.  I hope that they can do IUI soon for you or something and then you just take the whole bd timing work out of it.  Because it honestly sounds like everything is in place and that's the only thing you're waiting on now is timing.  No matter what, I will continue to pray for you, and I hope 21 is a lucky number for you.  xoxoxoxoxox  let us know what the Dr says today!

love

Meredith 

Mary,

I am so sorry for not responding sooner but I got news that my best friend who had the stillborn at 38 weeks back in January just found out that her baby stopped growing at 8.5 weeks.  She really gave me hope when she told me that she was pregnant again and now this.  I pray that God will soon bless her with a healthy conception, pregnancy and baby.  I know God knows better but sometimes it is hard to understand because we don't have answers but I still have faith in God because he knows best.

I am sorry to tell you this but I know you will pray for her and her family.  

Don't loose hope.  For me it is hard seeing people I work with pregnant but I pray that they have a healthy baby which is more important that feeling why not me?

We will conceive and have our babies.  We just need to trust in God no matter what even during difficult times and we need patience.

Carmen 

Hi Mary,

I understand you about not obsessing over this whole ttc stuff.  i actually like being on clomid  because since I am monitored I always know when I am to trigger so we bd those days.  Even though I am back to work since school started I have remained calm and stress-free this cycle.  My husband only tells me to tell him when I have to trigger so that we get into the baby making mood.  He is pretty good about it.  He always wants to know what is going on and when does he have to make his deposit.

Stay calm as you are this cycle.  I believe everything will turn out just fine with you.  Ask your doctor about giving you a trigger shot while on clomid so that you are not constantly poas to see if you are ovulating.  

Good Luck and keep me posted.  I am praying for both of us to get through this with a baby in our arms.

Carmen 

How's it going, Mary?  I'm a bit behind on the thread (again!).   

Hi,

Get to bding!!!  Sorry I have been mia, but school just started and I have been so tired with getting my class ready and yesterday 8/20 was the first day of school.  I am exhausted.  

I will pray that we both get our bfp this cycle.  I just read on the clomid boards there is a girl that is pregnant with triplets.  She just found out at 7 weeks.  

 Stay positive and trust in God.

 Carmen