First things first....I want to thank the Lord for giving me the things that I have in my life...family, friends, a loving husband (well sometimes lol) and my health. I talk to God everynight before I go to sleep and many times throughout the day. When I thought I had no one I always had Someone..... My family is very important to me. We don't always agree on everything, but we do all love each other. In the end when there is no one else, you have your family always!

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I am married to a wonderfull Man. We've been together forever now it seems. I love him alittle more everyday. He's my friend and so much more. We fight...alot, but at the end of the day we both know that we love each other with all our hearts. We may not have all we ever wanted in material things, but we got so much more with each other! I am in no way trying to say our marriage is perfect, cause no ones is. We have had hard time, really hard times. Times I honestly didnt see us making it through, but some how we did. We are currently trying/hoping/praying to get pregnant. This is the one thing I have wanted litteraly all my life, to be a mother. And I've been given so much A husband that I love So why do I feel incomplete With every test and checkup Told not to give up He wonders if it's him And i wonder if it's me But all I want is a family Like everyone else I see And I won't understand it If it's not meant to be Little Lines on a Stick Why must you make my heart sick? Why no positive result to see? Thought this was the month for me. Little lines on a stick, Thought this month would be the trick. Thought that I would soon be blessed, But instead, I stand perplexed. Little lines, can’t you see How much I want this pregnancy?