and the results are in
Well clinic just called and confirmed it is a bfn. DH and I have decided we will work on getting healthier in the new year and we will look to try again in march or April. I was prepared for this result with all the weird bleeding but when I told DH he was like have them check again. It kills me everytime I have to break the news to him. I could not ask for a better partner to have for this journey and I cannot wait for the day where I get to tell him the good news.
Good luck to all!