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Broken hearted

I don't often write on here anymore as hubby and I took a 6 month break before our last try but am in need of some support. Last week after our 5th iui we got our BFP and we were so excited. We told close family and friends and they were so happy after the long road we had been on. Yesterday I started spotting and went into the clinic to redo my beta and at 5w4d they had dropped to 22. They confirmed I am having a miscarriage. I cannot even begin to describe how I feel right now. I have to go back in on Tuesday for another  beta check to make sure I am back to 0 and then they said we can try again right away. I am not even at that point and already scared but also hopeful.    

here is hoping that our next bfp is our bring home baby.

Comments

I'm so sorry. Xx

The feeling of loss is heartbreaking. Take time to grieve and reflect on those happy thoughts from the beginning. You were given this angel for a purpose although it may be a very long time before you know it. My heart hurts for you. T&P for you and your dh

Gosh i can't imagine how it feels:\ that's the worst thing that a woman can go thru. I am so sorry for ur loss sweetie. My prayers go out to you!x

thanks for your support ladies. I never thought I would be in this position but I guess no one ever does. I am just trying to focus on the fact that now I know for sure I can get pregnant which I did not know before this and trying to stay positive for the future.   

thanks rosebud I have a follow up blood work on Tuesday then meet with the Dr on the 14th. That appointment was meant to follow up an ultrasound in the am so it will hurt knowing I am not there for that reason   

I am sorry to hear of you losses also. I just keep looking for positive things around me. Here is hoping we both get our bfp's very soon and they are the stickiest beans around    

I am sorry to hear of you losses also. I just keep looking for positive things around me. Here is hoping we both get our bfp's very soon and they are the stickiest beans around