11dpo and losing hope
AF due around Tues. or Wed., and I'm feeling out :(
I didn't wake up hungry or thirsty this morning like I did 9 and 10 dpo. I'm not having AF like symptoms or anything, but I just feel normal ya know? I do have some bloating, but not like last month when I got a BFP. I'm not feeling anything in my BB's like last time either or like every month when AF is coming. I am having vivid dreams every night, but that's not totally uncommon for me expect it's usually the few days after O that I get those. Also, my BBT has stayed lower than normal. Like even lower than it is during BFN cycles, weird! I wish I could just relax until AF shows or not, but I'm symptom spotting like crazy and checking this site so often like it's going to tell me I'm pregnant or something haha.
The TWW is harsh and makes me want to cry! I know I am supposed to enjoy the journey, but it is really starting to consume me.