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TWW and Driving Myself CRAZY!

The TWW is KILLING me! I'm in countdown mode... t-minus 3 days till kitty is down for maintenance (AF), November 23. Which is also Thanksgiving... aaand I'm cooking dinner for the in law's. So, a lot going on.

You know when you're walking and you're not even thinking about it... you walk all the time, you just do it... but then you're walking in front of a bunch of people who are watching you and suddenly you become hyper aware of every single movement you're body is making? Like you've never been so aware of how you walk until this moment. Yeah... that is how I feel right now. I'm super aware of every feeling I have trying to guess whether or not it's normal or maybe... just maybe it's a sign I'm incubating a tiny human. I'm going nuts over here! 

Feel like maybe I've had some different symptoms outside of what I normally have. Geez, you'd think I'd remember what my body normally does every month. I've had some fluttery feelings off and on, cramps about 6-7DPO. Sore/sensitive breasts (but thats normal... although it's more the left one and on the outside of it). Bloating, pressure/heaviness in my abdomen, some nausea, heartburn. Last week I kind of felt like any minute AF would arrive, crampy and hurt a little down my thighs. 

I don't know... it's just torture! 



I'm with you. 7dpo here and I feel like I'm high on sugar. FX you get your bfp on Turkey day!!

Tomorrow is the day AF is supposed to be here. It's usually pretty regular so, fingers crossed! Right now I'm having a hard time NOT testing. I only have one left. I'm mad at myself for not buying more when I was out of town buying groceries for Thanksgiving. I live in a tiny town and don't want EVERYONE to know we're TTC so, I dont want to run to the store here. I'm trying to decide if I should wait a few days if I'm lucky and AF doesn't come or just give in and do it. Ahhh! Happy Thanksgiving and lots of Baby Dust!