2ww: Month five and staying alive!
My husband and I decided to start trying for a baby back in December. We knew it wouldn't be easy as I had visited a doctor who suspects I may have endo. We are putting off the opp as I said I want to try and conceive asap. I have had a LLETZ procedure over a year ago and a tilted uterus too all of which can have an impact on fertility and carrying a baby. I was so happy to hear Binky from MIC also had a LLETZ and was told it could be difficult to carry a baby full term. She now has lovely little India!
Well...here I am, month five and four days to go until I find out if I'm pregnant or not. I'm currently using a clear blue fertility monitor, which I have used for four months. I can't keep calm or relax, tell me to relax I go mad! If you want something so bad how can you simply forget about it!? Each month my period comes seems like a big F you to me. I'm really hoping this is our month and we fall pregnant. If not well, I guess roll on month six.
Anyway, glad I stumbled upon this site as we haven't told our families and only told a few friends who do not get what TTC is like.
Hope to find some cycle sisters soon! TTC is lonely as F.