TTC Advice and Tips
It feels hopeless
26 yrs old and I been trying for a year and its been 3 months since my lap surgery. My dr told me I have adhesion and scarring from a STD infection from my teen years. SO DUMB! Prior to finding out I had 2 IUIs and no success. My first Dr who had been on Dr Oz and more did the HSG but never thought about looking for adhesions. Finally went fr a second opinion and his first thought was to look for them. And he found it and removed it. I was soooooo happy for literally fresh start. He warned me that I have a 6mth ttc and if it doesnt happen IVF. Wait WHAT!?!? I dont have money for that ! So DH said be positive and lets do this, so I took the 5 tablets a day of clomid (th highest )my prior dr gave me and did the baby dance. My period was a day late buttttt I knew not to get to happy because AF comes late , sore boob, nausea, and still no BFP. To make a long dreadful story short I woke up and the whore AF is here. My DH is VERY supportive but I feel like he just doesnt understand. He asks me "So every mth are we going to talk about this" Well yeah because I probably will NEVER get pregnant.. He says it will happen but the Dr gave ME a exp. date. What makes it worse is he has a child already by a evil woman , who just got the idea to be in his son's life after I was his mom for the first 4 yrs of his life. im feeling so beat and worthless.